I'm in a fucking bad mood.
I'm SICK of stressing out.
I'm SO sick of being scared.
I'm FUCKING TIRED.
I want to feel my baby!
I want to see my baby!
I want to feel relaxed!
I want to hear my baby's heartbeat.
I'm SICK of waiting for my next appointment!
I'm SICK of being scared!
I'm SICK of this.
I've cried like three times today already. I just want everything to HURRY UP! I want to go to the doctor! I want to hear my baby's heartbeat again and just know that he/she is still there! I love this little being inside of me so much...so much more than I could ever imagine. I'm just praying and hoping that everything is okay and going according to plan. To God's plans. I need to be strong for my child ... but I'm finding it really hard today. At least I only have a week to go. I'm so ready to be in the room and hearing my baby's heartbeat again. Hopefully even stronger than last time!!!! I'm just READY!
I just need to focus on the things that are keeping me strong. My baby bump. My round ligament pains. Sometimes the heartburn. I don't know. I would give anything to see an ultrasound of my baby right now.
Today is just a bad day.
I have my good days and I have my bad days. Today...is a bad day.
Today, so far, on a scale of one to ten is a 2. Definitely a 1-2.
34 weeks!
Your baby now weighs about 4 3/4 pounds (like your average cantaloupe) and is almost 18 inches long. Her fat layers — which will help regulate her body temperature once she's born — are filling her out, making her rounder. Her skin is also smoother than ever. Her central nervous system is maturing and her lungs are continuing to mature as well. If you've been nervous about preterm labor, you'll be happy to know that babies born between 34 and 37 weeks who have no other health problems generally do fine. They may need a short stay in the neonatal nursery and may have a few short-term health issues, but in the long run, they usually do as well as full-term babies.
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