Heartbeat

Monday was the most amazing day of my life ... ever. At least in the top five...actually top three.
It was perfect.
I was so scared as of lately..
and when he pulled out that little doppler...
and put it to my stomach...
and gave me that ear piece...

God.
Words cannot describe it.

Its the most amazing...beautiful thing.

Especially after all the scary things I've read and the worries I've had.

I don't even want to think about those things anymore...all I want to remember are the beautiful whooshing sounds that I heard.

with the ear pieces in...it was like it was a beautiful sound meant just for me. It was like a little secret that only I could hear.
It became SO real in that moment.

It is definitely something I will remember for the REST of my life.
God it was amazing.

I can't even describe it. If its something that you've never heard then you cannot describe it and just reading my words cannot truly help you to understand.
Its definitely one of the most amazing experiences.
To know that I am housing that beautiful thing. To know that I was picked to carry it and bring it into the world. god....amazing.


wow.
I can't wait till my next appointment, on Friday, so that I can hopefully get a recording of the heartbeat.
Its amazing. And I want to share with everyone. I'm sad that I didn't get to share it with Scott, but I can't wait for him to hear it. Its so real then. So real. So beautiful. So amazing.